I’m done with pity and helplessness. I’m ready for now what…
Now what without a question mark. a question mark indicates expectation.
I’m ready for dot dot dot
curiosity. a shift. a conscious choice.
I am Aubrey. I am strong. I am weak. I am human. I am doing the best I can with the information I have.
I let it go.
in the pool.
In your face. On my foot. My juicy, open sex resting, flowing, slower than my anxious-weary heart but steady heavy.
tied to my belly.
Ready. been ready. to unleash and connect with you. ME.
connected to no shame. which is just the freshly unstuck way of saying…
I am the river. I am the island. I am the sexual goddess gyrating, pumping in the desert night, swimming in your pool. Hot at night. Late in the water.
Fuck ripples. I make waves.
Devour me. Give me back in one piece. Take and give back.
Go places you haven’t gone. Say hi. Look longer. Smile when it hurts. Take steps the other way when your stomach lurches. Cry out loud. Show your ego. Expose it all. Fuck your reputation.
When will you find time to type this all out? When will you feel confident that it makes sense to expose? NEVER. So forget confidence. Forget making sense. Spread it out for
everyone ME to see.
FUCK COOL. LET’S GET REAL.