shadow work

wanting to run

By December 7, 2012 No Comments

I’m feeling totally overwhelmed and weighed down with anxiety today. I want to sell everything I own and run away. Pack a bag, book a ticket and just find a place to hide away from my life.

The desire to run is so strong. I feel weak from holding this all together. Tired of holding up this shield around me. Exhausted from making big decisions that affect the direction of my life.

I miss him but he can’t fix me. I should find work but it won’t fill me.
Nothing special. No time. No reasons to do. I just do because I’m supposed to do.

What’s in my way?
Me.
Overthinking.

How do I fix it?
Let go.
Make space to feel and then just let it go.
Keep trying.

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