I’m feeling totally overwhelmed and weighed down with anxiety today. I want to sell everything I own and run away. Pack a bag, book a ticket and just find a place to hide away from my life.
The desire to run is so strong. I feel weak from holding this all together. Tired of holding up this shield around me. Exhausted from making big decisions that affect the direction of my life.
I miss him but he can’t fix me. I should find work but it won’t fill me.
Nothing special. No time. No reasons to do. I just do because I’m supposed to do.
What’s in my way?
How do I fix it?
Make space to feel and then just let it go.